Cancelled because we found an affordable enough tablet for her 8D It's being shipped to my address because there are no additional costs to ship to UK, I'm sending it to her when I get it? ;D



I want to help a friend earn some money towards an affordable but good Drawing Tablet. So I'm starting some pen sketch commissions...5 characters on A4 for £6.50+free shipping.

Goal: £40-£50 (depending on stock/prices available) C: Please do request some sketches for a good cause! C:

One of her artworks of Seo Taiji appeared on a Korean magazine (she uploaded it to SeoTaiji.com journalist spotted it apparently) and it is quite popular with Seo Taiji fans. It'd be nice to give her a chance to explore her artistic skills further with Digital art ;c as she is really keen on it.

:thumb150406689:

Also erm btw if you don't know who Seo Taiji is then you're not allowed to call yourself a Kpop fan GO LEARN YOUR KOREAN MUSIC HISTORY LOL.


Thanks for reading C:

_{©2009 `Kjherstin}

Feeling so sad in a helpless way but it's not a bad thing because it reminds me that I'm human

The sketches are all finished, they're not the best but they're finished

I am going to release each of them in the descending order that I drew them (so last to first)

Unfortunately I haven't finished the first sketch I was meant to upload before these but that will be finished sooner or later.

After all five pictures have been released on five Saturdays, I will release a Christmas picture on the 25th!

So unless I forget to upload all five "only boys" sketches and the Christmas picture or am unable to access DA for any reason then this is just so you know that these are my intentions. (:

Thanks for reading

A certain someone mentioned that I was sexist sooo....


FIVE FREE SKETCHES TO THE FIRST 5 PEOPLE THAT COMMENT "GIMME NAO" ON THIS JOURNAL!!!!

Rules: No girl characters! Only boys! ...Human boys!!


Requests:

1. Nao from Alice Nine XD
2. Nick x Jason - OCs
3. A. - OC
4. Death - OC
5. Zekrom - Ginjinka

>.> Hm, well the slots are full for now <.< Let the disaster begin!

And the first thing I've stashed is a christmas-y picture. I finished it today at work >u< it's not very good, the psd needs a lil tweaking.

I didn't really plan to draw for holidays or draw in general but my boss seemed to ask me to draw stuff for his website and stuff :/ and he wants more pictures for different seasons eghhh

Also I figured out a awesome way to paint leaves! It makes a tree look so enchanted ouo not a very special technique but it's good still!

Laters~

muahaha i wasted your time  8) or not...

I made a whole tutorial on some random youtube view increaser wtf lol what was the point of something so long

Urgh I'm trying so hard to accumulate different promoting tactics for my future projects...so far I've got over 1k on one of my vids. One of my goal is to generate over 600 views in less than 12 hours on the first day of uploading a youtube vid....I'm almost there lol, figured out a plan ; D

Alright so any one out there who is a Youtuber who wants to promote their videos easier? Use the links below, I've tried and tested them all and have to say they are fairly decent.

View Count - after sign up, click the earn free credits link and install the firefox add on. Once installled, click the small arrow beside the addon and select watch and input your User ID to start it.

Enhance Views


If you sign up to a few more of these and assign credits to one video all at the same time it's more effective because with using only one of the services the max amount of views you can generate is approx 100 per day...


There is one more link I want to share which is good but the site is currently in construction...I really want people to sign up to it, even thought they won't do anything with it so I can earn referral credit...the only one that gives you credit instantly! I need it >.< I would be so grateful too...later

I don't feel right for announcing I was quitting drawing...even if it was what I felt like saying.

The honest thing is I have lost interest in drawing and updating my DA through submission but other than that I believe that you can't dismiss something for just that reason and instead I should think of it in another  way:

If I ever feel like drawing something then I will. I will draw because I want to and not because I feel pressured to do it or I need to make some sort of life decision on the basis I think "drawing is the only thing I'm good at". Which is not true, I don't want to do something just because I think I'm "good at it."

So I look forward to giving my time to DA when I can and hope you will enjoy hearing from me productively someday.

Plus, guys please don't hold back on any comments, I feel like shit when I don't hear from you. (Uploading art is an excuse to get to know people for me personally)

This old imac is driving me crazy. WHY SO SHIT? WHYYYY......so uh I'd like to feature some nice thumbnails


Other than that I hope I get to go to the London Anime Excel by October...and for free ouo; ehehehe XD

"I like K-Pop"...there I said it ;-; I've been listening to Hot Issue by 4 Minute on repeat for the last few weeks and doing the dance routines too *saddo* XD <3 and omg these girls have to be my favourite YouTube dance covering group. They call themselves the "B-Girls" and are a bunch of highschool girls from South Korea, dancing to K-Pop music. They are sooo good!

My favourite by them so far is their cover of "Hate you" dance by 2PM [link] um I kind of like the song now, never heard it before watching the cover.

For the past few days, several towns in my city; London fell victim to riots and looting. IT WAS FUCKING SCARY. Even my own town came under attack by a bunch of criminals. It branched outside of London reaching Birmingham! Wtf?? No longer making it just the London Riot. Several stores and businesses were robbed, places burned down, helicopters and sirens going off endlessly.

It started off in the town of Tottenham, just under 3 miles away from my home town Walthamstow, where people were doing a peaceful protest. Then a man named Mark Duggan was shot dead by a police officer (I'm told that he shot at the police first but the bullet hit their radio) from then the riots started with full force and a bunch of youths fought back at authority. Yet what I don't understand is why it spread beyond this single town. Police were outnumbered and everything got out of hand. A lot of these looters had no shame whatsoever. They stole things like Plasma TV's, shoes/trainers, bags of BASMATI RICE?!?!?

I go to college in Tottenham. -.- it was apparently a dangerous town before...say a couple of people I know. I've never had any problems there myself. However one of the news journalist already quoted it as the 2nd poorest in London. People have lost their homes because someone burned them down.

My hate for our Prime Minister is still the same. He's quite the little twat who doesn't know how to resolve the problem.
People are always going to blame him ever since he took control of this country. People believe he is singling out the youth by taking away certain funds and allowing fees for University to sore as high as £9000 a year, not to mention to take away things like benefits from the elderly, people out of work (unable to work) job seekers and students. He believes that students don't even need these specific funds (you get them per week for costs towards things like travel, study equipment etc.) I doubt he can tell that the small majority of youths involved in these criminal activity does NOT mean that we the "youths" are all criminals too.


Everyone I know seem to want the ARMY to come in fix the situation urgh, this is stupid and DEPRESSING that all of it had to happen.

Currently there have been no threats reported in my town. There is just too much to even write about on this subject.

There are several facebook "Like" pages trying to lighten peoples mood on the events lol...like "Looting your gal some fresh weave because you think she's the one" or "Not  rioting in London because you're a decent fucking citizen"...ah's I refused to sleep at one point ==

I'm not going to make art, even though I said I'm not quitting?

I come on DA everyday with my first thought being "deactivate" and...that's about it...yeah...

My only goal from now on is to upload art I owe. So...sorry...sorry...again...and again x 50 billion /dieslikeapatheticnonhumancreaturething

BYE

I'm not quitting drawing...yay I deleted that short rant and replaced it with this message...

Add me on youtube please! I barely have any friends on there ;-; but I'm only adding people I know If I don't recognise you then NO!

I forgot to delete that poll, sorry guys for spamming your inbox!!!

Do you have a fear of being of no use? Un lovable perhaps.



Text: "She has taken you away from me..."

Never mind.

I have to earn around £6000 within 3-5 years. I don't know how I'm going to do it. @_@

I'm looking forward to MCM London Expo 2012 now XD I can't wait for College to be over, I need serious motivation to finish since I'm getting bored already and can't stop thinking about language school!! There's just more and more reasons to learn Japanese D: our weakness to Nightmare, the GazettE, X Japan, Exist†Trace *long list drops* especially compels to rape Japan of all its glory T-T and in that same sense I feel stupid about "quitting" drawing.

This is how I know I have next to no atistic skills.

Watching Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magica (Puella Magi Madoka Magica) =w= heard it's "different" and only 12 episodes so why not. 10 more to go!!

Right now I really want something cute...like a cupcake...I'm shou sad and deflated D: I regret not being able to go to the London Anime Expo on Sunday....BECKII CRUEL WAS THERE THAT DAY OTL;;;;;;;;;;;;; I went on Saturday though...D:

I'm hungie nao

I'm so like I want to be more like

The blank journal was just to get my long ass previous journal off my profile page...however I have recently discovered how to remove the journal widget from my page so it no longer serves a purpose.

Up until a few months back I drew regularly and Art had my fullest attention. I was a traditional, realistic artist to begin with, first explored anime style at 14, got into it a little seriously at 18-19. It turned out that I don't feel like I get anything out of drawing or uploading to DeviantART. What began as something I found stimulating is now just time consuming, though most of my disinterest is down to some underlying problems.

To friends:

- Reason's as to why I may have been ignoring you or avoiding communicating with you / not paying attention.
Honestly, I have depression and that's as much as I can tell you other than not wanting to drown you with my guilt. I've been viewing all of your journals, comments and deviations even though I haven't shown face. Sorry for that.

To watchers:

I don't owe you anything - other thank my thanks - you've watched me for whatever reason you did so thanks for that also, thanks for your encouraging words and interest.

I'm in art debt btw, I owe art so I won't disappear that suddenly.

Thanks, this isn't a suicide note.

brought this to my attention and I order you to click it too: [link]

First of all i'm not buying 3DS or black/white any time soon @_@ so instead I will just be livid at the sight of anyone who already has those two D8< I played my whole evening away on Platinum though omfg that was so much stress because I couldn't figure out how to get to Pastoria city...fail finally got it in the end...Add me on tumblr @_@ I forgot my link...add me later. *cough*

Anyways...I'm not opening commissions, just running something through with you....sketches

Would you be interested in A4 anime sketches for £3 C; I will be drawing them on weekends at the most.
You'd have to note me. Paypal only.

Sample:

Lool latest wip

Randomly flying, floating or whatever human charater with a plain or simple cloud, leafy or pattern bg etc.

I tried to draw chibi's earlier...if I get them sorted I will offer around 5-10 chibi sketches on A4 for £5?


Not a good sample *cough* you cannot see me~ it's mirrored for some reason...egh


Lastly my latest attempt at semi doll, semi human fantasy...I don't have a decent sample for that but I think £5 is fine for that on A4 C:

This came out wrong because of the face alone, it should've resembled something like the one shown below (I recently practiced this)


Goodnight, I'm exausted with all the procrastination...

I don't care about Japan. I suddenly hate it. People, art, music, sleeping. Skip to the end of the journal?

<sub>That's basically how bad it is. What do I do? Am I retarded?
Apathy, Depression, low self-esteem WHATEVER. I'm sick of it already. Fuck sakes. == </3 It is so fake, makes you delusional and turns you against everything. I want everything to die right now. I'M A HAPPY PERSON. HAPPY HAPPY. JAPAN LOVING FREAK. Yet I'm deluded == don't speak to any of my friends anymore...want to be anonymous like... I seriously have these ideas of faking my death and getting a new ID so no one will know me? I'm so hilarious sometimes but I'm being serious here...

I don't want to lead an emo life, dwelling on my own fullstops and dullness >.> I'm easily influenced by others behaviours...mostly if they're pessimistic. <.< What do I do seriously because I don't care about anything. I don't even want to wake up sometimes

WTH. WWWWWWTTTTHHHH. All my life I've been good but now I'm thinking what the hell. >.></sub>


Anyone know anything funny maybe? Funny stories? Personal stories?

Hey I want to run away from home can someone take me in please ;w; lol

Edit: suddenly feel less anxious nao...yet still dun care

Well I have no plans lately...by the way this new way of writing journal's is so much easier isn't it?

I am still drawn in to drawing (no pun here) under a anime genre although thoughts and visionary never escape me. They're becoming more powerful.
I imagine myself and an end to an era in my life as a painter...

I have learned a lot about something in this short while.

DA submission-wise, I'm going to start with quality control. Cleaning up my gallery once more asap.

Journal and polls-wise...you'll have to deal with my scatter brains ._.

Ok bye~


I really like this painting.

**2nd BIG EDITZ.**Maybe If I ever sketch anything would you mind if I submit those instead? Rainbowfied like below? :/

**1st edit** Thank you for the birthday wishes ♥ *cough* even though I deliberately disabled bday notifications both on DA and FB so only two people on the interwebz knew...It's just been a really...really bad time.

I am going to reply to the comments...sooner or later?
...I know there's only a few but...yeah.
Though to answer in general I can't cg anymore because I've lost interest and am quickly losing my sanity lately. (I'm actually serious about that last bit btw)

Goodbye,

*** Feb 9
Cannot fecking cg anymore...ACCOUNT DEAD...in terms of submission




e.e yeah

because of >....>

30,000 pageviews Kiriban, this means whoever catches this number on my profile page and shows it to me will get a free drawing.

Here is a guide of things I will and will not draw for this Kiriban

I will draw:

• 1 human or semi human character
• bg of your choice
• specifics: expression, items, colour schemes
• maximum of 2 small animals, one large

I will not draw:

• More than one character
• Full mecha - semi like astro boy or vocaloids are fine
• anthro or armor - semi
• and whatever else I can't do that I don't remember about right now

Sounds easy? I'm going to add a slightly un traditional rule to this competition. Tradtionally the catcher must print screen the pageview count when it reaches the target...but I think nah <u< instead...I'd like people to film it. You must type or write your deviant username in the same video without editing. C:

Until someone catches my Kiriban my my rules

As a bonus, I will feature the catcher with one of their deviations.

Ok bye now